Thread: My last time doing this

I have to spam posts again as there's nowhere discussions are really going on and even if I do contribute the mods keep deleting my post without explanations. It doesn't matter I have one message to send to someone and then I'm doing what I need to do over this next month to kill myself as my life's so broken I can not even fucking open the accounts I need to work with people. I'm tired of life and I want to die. I just need to send one last PM before I do

Well I sent my PM... I don't care what happens anymore. I was seriously ready to learn and make some moves, but my life's apparently too fucked up. 30 days at most is all I have to think about anymore at least. I may suffer up until that point, but when I pass it will be in peace. Finally